Poetic Matrix Comm Page #4
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We take as a general theme:
"The role of the artist in community"

For previous discussions go to Comm Page #1, Comm Page #2 and Comm Page #3 on the Archives
Page.
6/20/06

I received an email today from a good friend who, to date, I have met only over the internet, Paul
Dolinsky, poet, philosopher and editor of the fine Buddhist website The Golden Lantern (see their
banner link on the index page).  He and I share a number of common sources: a love of poetry; a
history of philosophical study that has taken both of us into Buddhism; a concern for the current
political affairs of our community; and the importance of joining our voices with the voices of many
others so that we might be agents for a deeper understanding of our human condition towards
maintaining this plant and the many and diverse inhabitants.   

Paul sent me an address to his Blog (
www.philospeak.blogspot.com), I'm still a novice in the internet
department so Blogs are still a new phenomena to me but I am interested in any intelligent vehicle that
can get a conversation going about the state of THINGS.   Paul writes about how the Republicans
wrap the flag around events of the day thereby making the event a plus for "our side".  Read his Blog
to get the details of what he is driving at.  He signs his piece by his blog "nom de plum"
poetpaul.  On
this page (Comm Page) we are looking at
The role of the artist in the community and poetpaul is
taking the role of the poet to heart.   Yes, the poem is the thing and yet one's poetic sensibility is
critical if we are to rearrange the furniture in our political house and infuse our communal life with the
stuff of poetry.  One's poetic sensibility does not come only with the poem but makes up the sum of
one's way of being in the world. I know poets who are highway contract inspectors, juvenal justice
lawyers, plumbers, teachers, professors, sports magazine editors, restaurateurs, cooks, and the list
goes on and on.  They put their poetic sensibilities out in all they do, not just in the poems they write,
but in their concern and interaction with juvenal offenders, with students, with the food they cook and
the customers they serve.   

Poets take as a sacred task the connection of words with truth.  The manipulation of words to suit the
political agenda is one things that gets poets all stirred up and as this happens most regularly in our less
than intellectual political climate poets tend to be a bit of a radical lot, unhappy with the ruling political
elite and their pundits and the shoddy abuse of words and language in general.  It does seem important
to take the poetic sensibility into that most abusive political arena on occasion and point out the flaws
and make demands that a search for the better community run parallel with the search for truth and
that a sinister manipulation of language for political gain is anathema to these ends.

Check out
poetpaul's Blog.  Find others, keep the internet an active place for poetic sensibilities, drop
us a note here at the Comm Page, write a poem to the President, to the local newspaper.  Put up a
billboard (well maybe), speak the truth, connect your work to truth, smile and connect all of us to love
and truth and beauty and fill this sometimes dismal world with the stuff that makes it glow, the stuff
that lets us know that we are luminous inhabitants on this earth, us and so many more.

John Peterson, Publisher
July 4th 2006
I received this in my email today from my good friend and colleague James Downs, he was good
enough to let me reprint it here.  It is important when our honor is impugned to comeback and say
what is true. To be critical, to write what it is we see that needs redress, to follow a calling that is not
down the line with what the society claims to be right does in not in any way mean we do not have
feelings and a deep connection to the culture we find ourselves in. I applaud James for  immediately
"correcting" this affront to his person. - John
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THIS BLUE BALL

At the mouth of magnificent
pouring    a rush   a push forward
toward   something  not yet
defined     indefinable joy

at the outer reaches of our
grasp   balled-up  energy
courses  off the tips  of fingertips
sparking  sending  lasting signals

inside  deep  below  all layers
is a thing so full   we cannot
see around   nor over it all
water flows  ever so  there

at the mouth  an efflusion
so much water   tumbles
down   the mountainside
touches  blue water   inside





DRY SALT

Dry salt upon the road
spread      to take
sins of the nation away

if one walks    down that road
bare feet   slow    deliberate
one can hear the cries

of the people    along miles
and miles of asphalt    hot
and tempered with our fears

one can go out   and one can
come in here again    all in the
same time    this    time we spend on

the long road    goes by in a blink
of both eyes    blink     blink and
one can miss so much    dry

salt    scattered    thick grit
handfuls     handfuls
hard and ubiquitous

touching our feet   
cleansing our lives





I AM

I am a thousand dreams
I am the contentious   the rabble
rouser
the rebel heart   hopping a beat and a
train

I am the plane that flies high
above hundreds of meadows   not
sure
what I’m seeing    not sure of
anything

I am the radio TV blaring
the  i pod   blackberry
computer    demanding attention

I am easily distracted
I am easily diverted   easily
misled   distraught   and bled

I am a zillion souls
waiting    a zillion souls waiting
to be led to break open and free

I am me
everyone who has asked why
and everyone who refuses to ask why

I am what you think
and I am nothing what you think
at least you are thinking

I am 6000 trumpets blaring
I am the silent space pause between
notes
I make silence speak like a symphony

I am one hundred thousand crying
children
bellies empty  wondering when
I am one hundred thousand ghosts of
killing fields

wondering why   that bullet   that
bomb
that bayonet   was meant for them
I am one person

I am one person and it is a start
I am one person  and it is a start
it is a start     it is a start



WISH LIST

I want to come home to
kindness    I want the edges
of things to be rounded
not so sharp  not so cutting
I want the world to revolve
as it always does  and to
find its way through the Universe
clear and cool    in vast dark
I want to go out there   and to
come back again   each time
a little fuller of the things
that makes me   more   human
I want so many intangible
not-easy-to-touch    things
but most of all on this blue
planet    I want to remain
arms wide   heart wide   soul
wide      open     to things



James Downs  May & June 2006
On this 230th anniversary of our Independence from Britain, I had occasion for
someone to call my patriotism into question.  Their offhand remark that “James doesn’
t seem very patriotic, anyway” has allowed me to explore what I believe that patriotism
entails.  I would like to share what I found in my heart with each of you on this day:

--patriotism means seeing our shores for the first time and breathing a sigh of freedom

--patriotism means feeling safe and moving through life with that sense of freedom and
without fear of reprisals from your own leaders

--patriotism means watching geese fly through a sunset over our land   and getting a
lump in your throat

--patriotism means being willing to protect those geese and the air they fly through and
the water and earth they land upon    for they are our only geese air water and earth

--patriotism means your heart thumping proudly as you help a homeless person on a
packed city street or volunteer at a hospital  or give to human causes

--patriotism means each person is cause for your heart to reach out and love   because
each is as important as all

--patriotism means being grateful a child born has a chance to be healthy and has
possibilities to grow up to his or her full potential

--patriotism means fighting for that child’s health and potential by insuring them safe
families   safe streets  health insurance  well supplied schools  and opportunities  to
flourish

--patriotism means being proud we live in a land of laws

--patriotism means holding each citizen to those laws fairly   making sure the greatest
as well as the least follow them   means that we hold tightly to the principle that we are
innocent until proven guilty   not guilty until proven innocent   as was the European
system we left in the 1700s

--patriotism means being aware of the possibilities in a thunderstorm as well as a sunny
day      means remaining open to the possibility of wonder and joy by keeping our eyes
and our hearts propped wide open

--patriotism means being willing to risk pain and fear   to get past fear   in order to live
fully    live authentically   live

--patriotism means discerning between battles with those who have committed wrongful
acts against us   and that of reckless wars of adventure for power or personal monetary
gain     

--patriotism means then demanding that we stick to the first choice

--patriotism means to always vote because it is our responsibility and our right

--patriotism means making sure that all persons’ vote counts   not allowing one single
person to become disenfranchised for political gain

--patriotism means learning

--patriotism means always being open to learning   learning about others different than
ourselves   learning to work together    for all the people

--patriotism means guarding our founding documents

--patriotism means guarding the rights in those documents from erosion    from
exploitation through fear     from plain usurpation

--patriotism means protest

--patriotism means not remaining silent when a wrong needs righting   speaking to
truth   holding our representatives accountable

--patriotism means risk

--patriotism means risking your freedom by going out and living your life to
full potential     brave in spite of fear   as an individual in a society    helping
this country fill up with good

That is what is in my heart today     Thank you for listening
James Downs    Yosemite poet    July 4, 2006